Amazing!!

Life is going pretty well for a change, I have a wonderful girlfriend who means the world to me, school is finally seeming to come together, mainly government of course ;), and I havn't been closer to God in my life. For some reason life just seems to have no worries... other than College. Hopefully in the fall I will be attending Kishwaukee Community College, with the proper funds to do so.

The other day, Jessi came over and helped me study, now I mean actually study, im not talking about the movie "study" where other things are going on, I mean she actually helped me study, and in doing so I understand the chapter that is going on in Government more than I have any other chapters, now we will see if I can just pass the test... That might be a different story. For a girlfriend to actually want to help her boyfriend study is pretty amazing in my mind, and it means the absolute world to me.

So, Jessi, I just want to let you know that you have really brought the... the.. Inspiration I guess you could say, back into my life. I want to start blogging again, and look, it is happening, I want to start playing guitar again, and that will happen. I also find myself drawing and writing more than I did previous to us getting together, so it is quite good.

This is a chance of a life-time for me, and I hope that I am taking advantage of it, because I don't want to lose this one or let it pass, I have waited on the sidelines for something like this for way to long, way too long.

Jessi, now the name may not be familiar to you, but to me it means a new part of my life. See, there is this girl, Jessi, who literally is going to engulf my life, in a good way. She is amazing, bringing back my old habbits of listening to ACDC and Guns N Roses, where as other girls I have been with in the past have made me wander from the true classics. She will eventually be my world, hopefully she is ready for someone to always be thinking about her, :) not in a stalkerish... well, i guess no matter how you look at it, it will always come out to sound stalkerish, oh well.

I really enjoy being with her, she doesn't make me feel the need to "be someone else" like I have in the past, and she can be herself around me, infact, i wouldn't expect anything different, considering she is the reason i am with her right? Not for some other hidden reason, that, if having been the case, I don't even know, haha.

I really hope, that over time, we can see how far this will go.. And hopefully it lasts a long, long time. She will soon be my world, in a good way, and im ready for it to happen like that, hopefully she is. We can take as much time as needed before moving into such a serious state of a relationship.

well, enough going on and on, I will leave this blog open with the thought, "what would it be like if love was that easy?" make your own conclusion

First blog on here

Well, let us start out with saying that I havn't had a blog for a very long time, so I am going to be a little rusty with this at first. Over time though the blogs should either get more professional, or more interesting hopefully. Not all of them will have true meanings, and some will just be poetry or rap, depending on the emotion of writing that day, note the Emotion Explosion name... If you have a problem with the way I write, well, I am not technically doing this for you, so I couldn't care less. Now on the contrary to that, if you have constructive criticism on something or multple things I could do better, then by all means let me know.

This should be very interesting when everything gets going, well, hopefully atleast.